no. 27 or Of nails, chains and gritting teeth - 10/10/2003

Dear Diary,

A few days ago something rather disgusting came over me. I've been
growing my thumbnail for quite some time now. I grow it largely as a weapon
to fend off potential rapists who would like to take advantage of my
virginal body. Anyway, I am digressing here Dear Diary. So I have this
thumbnail thats grown long and is hard and rather ugly looking. A few days
ago when I was done answering a call of nature or taking a piss (as you like
it Dear Diary), I got this irrational urge to scrape the yellow stained
residue on the public urinal I had just used with my thumbnail. I almost
reached out and started scraping when my mind said no and I plunged my
nail between my teeth and bit it off. Thank something or the
other for teeth. I really really mean that. I fear that God is slowly
loosing his mind. I feel like Roland in The Wastelands.

In other news, today so far has been really good at work. Things are
moving along rather nicely.

My social life has come to a standstill. This Sunday will be time to
sleep and that is all. I am also completely out of my divine herb and
strangely enough I don't miss it.

More later Dear Diary.

Midnight encounters and "arcane devastations" are planned for this
Saturday night. lets see how that turns out.

My weary bones are begging for release. I long for my pillow and the
house of chains. That, unfortunately is a good 12 hours away. Survival is my
motto. survival and a maintenace if my inner equilibrium whatever the hell
that means.

Sometimes all you want to do
is scream but most times all you can do is grit your teeth and get on with
it.

Boo Yaa Tribe's "Another Body
Murdered" has been playing incessantly in my head. A pity I gave away their
CD. I wonder whom I gave it to.

Welcome to the pleasuredome, I forget the rest of the lyrics. I'm
heartily sick of the Tribe.

The weekend is upon us and eyes are fast closing shut. Even God
needs his sleep or so it seems. Sleep must wait for now however. Wait for
another 6 hours atleast. After all what is a weekend without Java City
and discussin personal ideologies? Not a weekend at all.

Java City was fun although the Arcane Devastations did not quite
materialize. I did see a fight so I guess thats something.

I hate working on Sundays.